June 2009
20 posts
I believe....
It is done. I think it is actually over. There is not going to be a next time. I’m feeling partially empty at the thought of this, but at the same time excited. Because finally, instead of being filled with rotten things, I am almost empty, and new things can come and grow. Healthy things.
The Ballad of Love and Hate, The Avett Brothers
Isn’t it funny how you can go from loving someone, I mean truly purely unconditional love for a person and then end up having terrible feelings towards them later. It eats you up you know, these terrible feelings that you have for them are simply because they do not want you anymore, or maybe they want someone else more than they want you now. Which makes you feel like a selfish jerk.
Some Confessions.
I rarely feel bad for homeless people.
I’m not very patriotic.
Sexy People →
Dear Rachel-
I wanted to write back on the comment you made about the family photo- but I don’t know how to do that, I had to create an entire post simply to convey that to you. So I’m just letting you know that.
“It’s looking like a limb torn off, or all together just taken apart....”
– Band of Horses, No One’s Gonna Love You
delicious vegan pasta dish
-sautee garlic and mushrooms in olive oil until infused -add chopped onions, TONS of chopped spinach, and sundried tomatos to sautee -prepare some whole wheat pasta -pour sauce/topping over pasta -serve with toasted french bread oil and vinegar and/or humis (sp?)
walking
i say im riding down the sunset though i know where it is i painted my eyes said goodbye to the kids i know what i’m leaving though i’m not leaving love i’m waiting for something but if i dont leave it won’t come
though i’m walking i’m not walking away i’ve got my thumb out on sunset and i’m chasing today
i’ve seen the paintings of masters...
empty people, empty streets
i’m in a synthetic city where you know there’s no soul she’s entertained many lovers yet she’s forever unwhole
she has beautiful buildings that cannot sustain life gorgeous and dormant as an unloving wife
her windows are expansive and many they are spakling and wide they beg for a persuant voyeur though there is nothing inside
her streets are cracked and worn as though...
“He misses you? Good. He should. You’re sexy, pretty, fun, outgoing and fun to be...”
– He’s Just Not That Into You (via iamblessed) (via purrsikat) (via daysofturmoil) (via dancetoomuchbootyinthepants)
6/4/09
I’m done. I’m tired of this. I try and try, and I give and give. Well im all tried out and gave out. I am not going to do this anymore- I was not asking for anything in return, but you gave me something thats for sure- unnecessary, painful, ass hole remarks. Well you can keep keep your bullshit to yourself. I tried to love you unconditionally, but this where I draw the line. You can...
Listen
“The problems at hand are lighter than at heart.”
– Jack White, The White Stripes 